That said, it's not like I haven't thought about the blog. I wish that I could have an RSS feed from my head to the blog, saving myself the typing and prolonging my inevitable onset of carpal tunnel. But mostly, I just have the most random thoughts and find myself increasingly at a lost to share them. Like: every day on my commute, I walk past the Capitol Police patrols...and most days, I jaywalk. I always wonder if today is going to be the day I get taken down for not obeying the little crosswalk man.
I try not to let the little random thoughts crowd my day too much so that I still have time for the larger issues of where my life is going, etc. Yes, I like my job and I like the people at work. But I'm struggling to define my post-9 to 5 self. I joined a kickball team but I only went to one game. To be fair, a game was canceled and for three weeks I had work/personal stuff to attend to. But the loss of the kickball in my life represents a more hopeful innocence about meeting people and making friends. Perhaps I just gave up too easily. After all, it's hard to meet people when you aren't in a contrived social setting like school. I guess in fact it does take time. So I wouldn't necessarily say that I am rededicating myself to meeting people, but I am going to start looking for more opportunities to do things. Case in point - I joined some Meetup groups. A book club and a Spanish language group. And I'm going to investigate taking music lessons of some kind. We'll see where this goes.
And - I'm moving next week! I can't believe that in 6 days I will be in my very own pad. I know that ultimately I'll be glad that I've held out for a better apt with a better view, but I am dying to get into my own digs and also will be glad to stop amassing furniture and other random household items piecemeal. However, I did score a very nice Adirondack rocking chair that is solid wood for a very good deal. And I got a flat screen TV on sale. So all in all, not so bad.
I've decided to wear my suit tomorrow to work - partly to distinguish myself from the students, but also because it got cold here (but not as cold as up north. My mom told me that winter is practically there in Buffalo)! I've got to go steam it ....
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